cigstain http://cigstain.neocities.org
who am i?
age: 15
eyes: blue
hair: blond-ish
care status: outpatient

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-writing/poetry
-dream journal


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WEEKLY PORNO
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THIS SECTION IS GOING TO BE WEIRD. LIKE REALLY FUCKING WEIRD. if you have a "trigger", its probably gonna be on here. this is where i kinda just rant about whatever i want. if you cant handle graphic descriptions or images, check out another part of the site.

blog
9/16/25
today was total shit. i started off really strong food-wise but then binged the second i got home. i took a bunch of laxatives, and now im crazy fucking nauseous, so hopefully i just shit my brains out tmr so i can pretend today just didn't even happen. i need to stop fucking eating when i get home, holy shit. whatever, im restarting the fast tomorrow.

9/15/25
i saw my brother today. that was fun. we sort of just hung out on the swings at a playground by the train station while i drank coffee and he talked. its been a while since ive seen him, so it was really nice. i got through the first day of liquid fasting (going for at least a week ugh) so im at least on track with that. i have school and drumming practice tomorrow so im probably not going to get around to doing anything psychadellic. probably just gonna smoke pot.